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Yeah, you know what? Not even gonna deny it this time. I'm gonna be full on fucking sap today.

Super gross.

[ he's teasing. ]

Oh I know, how are you even gonna stand it?

By sitting on it.

[ it being his dick. oops. ]

Oh yeah?

[He's on to you.]

Is that your Christmas wish?

[ :) ]

I already got my Christmas wish.

And what would that be?

You.

Oh my god, I've infected him with my sap!

[And now he's sure as fuck gonna pull you down on his lap.]

[ and he'll just let him pull him down. no resistance at all. ]

What are we gonna do? I can't go on like this.

[ His arms wrap tight around John as he looks up at him. ]

We have to wait it out, there's no other choice. Just like, lean right into it.

Are you trying to talk dirty to me on such a Holy Day of celebration or whatever?

[ he doesn’t actually give a shit. he’s just BEING a shit. ]

I was actually trying to give you a a pep talk, but if that's where your minds wants to go....

[He loves this little shit.]

[ sometimes he can't help himself. ]

You ever make new years resolutions or whatever?

Think last time you said something about how if you wanna do shit you shouldn't have to wait for the new year to do it, right?

[He smirks a little, leaning in to kiss John's forehead.]

Wanna make an addendum to that?

[ wow. it's as if jason actually listens to him or something. wild. ]

Like what?

[ He listens. All the time. ]

I'm asking you if you wanna make an addendum. Make a resolution this year, since we never really have.

[ licking over his lips, he shrugs. ]

I don't know. I'm not really good at keeping them.

[ He reaches out to run his thumb along John's jaw. ]

Like how you said you're not good at sticking around? And yet here you are, stuck right in my lap.

[ he feels the pad of that thumb but lets his gaze drift off a little. ]

I guess I'm just waiting to disappoint you.

You wouldn't. You know how I know that? Cause I know you, and I know the two of us together. We don't work that way.

Not even when I got you mad about my snooping?

Just cause I get mad at some shit, doesn't mean you disappointed me. We're gonna have those times cause nothing's perfect. Doesn't mean it's all gonna go down the drain though. Did it?

[ rather than give an answer to that, he kisses jason. soft. sweet. a little passionate because it's him. but fleeting all the same. pressing his forehead to jason's, he sighs. quiet. ]

Still think you look really sexy in that get up of yours.

[ Jason kisses back- soft, sweet and passionate, just the same. It's one of the things he loves so much about John. One of the many, many things. ]

That's a relief, actually. I dunno what I'd do if you hated it.